Wednesday, September 23, 2009

It's time...

So I've had this blogspot account since probably my second...maybe my third year at Guelph-Humber. It started out as an assignment and turned into a way to publish my story to get opinions. Well, that didn't work out so well. I ended up forgetting about it and instead not doing anything at all. I'm guilty of giving up on my writing! So I decided to delete all past posts and get a fresh start on it with many new opinions and pointless thoughts!

Anyways, life update. It's been about three and a half months since I've graduated from University and I'm still in that transitional mode where I don't really believe I'm officially an "adult", living in the adult world (okay, ignore the fact I still live at home). I'm in search of a full-time job but find that I'm being picky (unknowingly - most of the time). I feel that after spending hundreds of hours in classrooms, countless late nights pulling my hair out over a deadline and not to mention a few breakdowns (school related and unfortunately otherwise), I thought that I deserved to get a job that related to my field I studied for four years. Needless to say, I've been unsuccessful when it comes to finding a paid position. I was fortunate enough to come across sugarcainentertainment.com through craigslist and am now apart of the all-female team, but it's only a base. It's a way to get my writing out there and get noticed but unfortunately it involves my volunteered time and no money!

Which means I'm still a part-time employee at good ol' Zellers. Oh, Zellers. After being there for almost four years (minus the three months I was in Vancouver in the begining of 2009), I have gone through at least 5 managers (the fifth currently working), many different co-workers and a shitload of back-stabbing, bitching and complaining but I still managed to come through, although barely alive - atleast on some days.

The rest of my life these days seems to be going along the lines of monotone. Every day seems to be the same on most days with a little excitement thrown in here and there. I can't say I'm in a rut but I think if something doesn't happen soon...aka move out, get a life, get a boyfriend etc..I may go clinically insane and find myself in an institution with padded cells for protection! Okay, so I was exaggerating a tad but you get my drift right? I'm not entirely sure somebody wants to be associated with the criminally insane...wait did I just say criminally? I definitely meant clinical...haha.

So the future is still a mystery as that popular saying goes but I definitely need it to become clear sometime soon or I don't know what will happen!

Well, that's all for now, I guess we'll see how well this blogging goes in the future. Hopefully I'll stay true to my word and my writing and something will become of this blogpost. Who knows, maybe I'll be come a Perez Hilton of sorts. Pfft, yea okay so I exaggerated again...just a little. Hey, a girl can dream can't she?

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